mou mathainete na xamogelaw sas parakalw??

den kserw pws apofasisa na arxisw na grafw ksana sto blog ayto pou sxedon eixa ksexasei oti yphrxe..den kserw kan an yparxei kanena nohma afou pros to paron den to diavazei kaneis....isws to kanw gia na vgalw apo mesa mou kapoies skepseis,kapoia synaisthhmata pou me pnigoun...nomizw pws me to na grafw einai san na ksorkizw tous fovous mou kai na tous diwxnw ligo pio makria mou...me to na grafw tis lekseis aytes einai san na adeiazw to koutaki pou exw mesa mou kai pou kryvei kathe egnoia...kapote eixa pei semia filh..thelw na erthei h mera pou tha ksypnhsw kai tha xamogelasw kserontas oti den exw tipota na me stenaxwrei..gia ena diasthma pisteya pws eixa vrei ayton pou tha eferne ayto to xamogelo sth zwh mou...twra omws den einai pia edw...h mallon gia na to pw swsta einai paron sth zwh mou apla h eikona pou exei sthn kardia tou gia mena exei kseftisei...h zwh mou einai kalh den mporw na pw...files pou me agapane me noiazontai...oi goneis mou einai dipla mou se oti kai an epilegw xwris stenomualies kai opisthodromikes antilhpseis...ygihs eimai...kai omws giati to mono pou thelw einai o neos xronos na mou mathei na xamogelaw apo thn kardia mou mesa... alhthina...den thelw alla xamogela pou den ftanoun sta matia...thelw th zwh mou etsi opws thn exw oneireytei...giati den eimai egw plasmenh gia zwh xwris eytyxia..alliws einai grammenh emena h moira mou kai to kserw...