meres paraksenes h fantastikes??

ksypnas...anoigeis ta matia,sprwxneis ta skepasmata,shkwnesai mourmourwntas kai arxizei h mera sou..den kserw gia sas alla emena oi perissoteres mou meres thymizoun skhniko "trexw,trexeis,trexei"...na prolaveis to metro,na prolaveis th douleia,na strimwkseis th sxolh,na perimeneis me tis wres stis dhmosies yphresies..kai mesa se ola ayta afhneis ena koutaki gia na xwresoun filoi,oikogeneia,oneira,ena poto sth veranta me thea thn nyxterinh polh...
kai kapou otan o agwnas dromou synexizei na epanalamvanetai arxizeis na anarwtiesai :"etsi tha nai h zwh mou??"strimwgmena koutakia me post it "must do" panw??
egw lew pws den thelw na nai etsi!!thelw na gelaw me filous,na exw xrono na kanw mia volta stous dromous ths polhs perpatwntas,xazeyontas,na prolavw na diavasw ta vivlia pou olo agorazw kai olo menoun misodiavasmena,na katsw ena prwino sthn paralia gia kafe...
thelw na zw thn kathe mera FANTASTIKA..na ksaplwnw to vrady kai na lew shmera htan mia omorfh mera..pisteyw pws oloi mporoume na exoume fantastikes meres..kai ayto den einai aparaithta dyskolo...mikra pragmata..perissotera xamogela to prwi vre paidia...oxi alles moutzoufliasmenes fatses sto metro...kai ekei pou trexoume exontas paramasxala tsantes,vivlia as stamathsoume ligo na doume ton ourano..na riksoume mia matia gyrw mas..olo kai kati tha vroume pou tha mas kanei na skasoume ena xamogelo...
pou kserete??mporei na nai arketo gia na mas ftiaksei thn diathesh...

i am back..

kai opws o dolofonos gyrnaei panta ston topo tou egklhmatos etsi kai egw ksanagyrisa sto blog touto...
twra pou diavazw ayta pou egrafa tromazw...
ti apelpisia einai ayth pou me eixe piasei??eytyxws ola twra einai kala...
kai katalava pws tipota kai kanenas den aksizei toso wste na mas trwei stigmes lepta wres mhnes apo thn polutimh mikrh zwh mas...
kai tipota den einai pio dynato apo ton eayto mas wste na mas riksei katw..prepei na paleyoume na prospathoume gia to kalytero..kai pou tha paei tha erthei...den ginetai o nomos tou merfy na vrei thn plhrh efarmogh tou panw mas...
xamogelate loipon
giati einai metadotiko...

mou mathainete na xamogelaw sas parakalw??

den kserw pws apofasisa na arxisw na grafw ksana sto blog ayto pou sxedon eixa ksexasei oti yphrxe..den kserw kan an yparxei kanena nohma afou pros to paron den to diavazei kaneis....isws to kanw gia na vgalw apo mesa mou kapoies skepseis,kapoia synaisthhmata pou me pnigoun...nomizw pws me to na grafw einai san na ksorkizw tous fovous mou kai na tous diwxnw ligo pio makria mou...me to na grafw tis lekseis aytes einai san na adeiazw to koutaki pou exw mesa mou kai pou kryvei kathe egnoia...kapote eixa pei semia filh..thelw na erthei h mera pou tha ksypnhsw kai tha xamogelasw kserontas oti den exw tipota na me stenaxwrei..gia ena diasthma pisteya pws eixa vrei ayton pou tha eferne ayto to xamogelo sth zwh mou...twra omws den einai pia edw...h mallon gia na to pw swsta einai paron sth zwh mou apla h eikona pou exei sthn kardia tou gia mena exei kseftisei...h zwh mou einai kalh den mporw na pw...files pou me agapane me noiazontai...oi goneis mou einai dipla mou se oti kai an epilegw xwris stenomualies kai opisthodromikes antilhpseis...ygihs eimai...kai omws giati to mono pou thelw einai o neos xronos na mou mathei na xamogelaw apo thn kardia mou mesa... alhthina...den thelw alla xamogela pou den ftanoun sta matia...thelw th zwh mou etsi opws thn exw oneireytei...giati den eimai egw plasmenh gia zwh xwris eytyxia..alliws einai grammenh emena h moira mou kai to kserw...

emeina edw

Κάποιο βράδυ σου ‘χα πει πως θέλωνα γυρίσω όλο το κόσμο, όλο το κόσμο
Και συ μου γέλασες γλυκά και μου πεςτο φιλί μου μυρίζει δυόσμο, μου μυρίζει δυόσμο
Κάποιο βράδυ σου ‘χα πει πως θέλωνα πετάξω σαν πουλί πάνω από το κόσμο
Και συ ζωγράφισες φτερά σ'ένα λευκό χαρτίκαι μου πες φως μου, μη φύγεις φως μου
Έμεινα εδώ να μη σου λείψει τίποτα
Έμεινα εδώ να μη φοβηθείς
Να μη μείνεις μόνη σου και 'γω στο τίποτα
Έμεινα εδώ να μη μαραθείς
Κάποιο βράδυ μου ‘χες πει πως πρέπεινα γεννήθηκα για σένα, μόνο για σένα
Και 'γω σε πήρα αγκαλιά και χάθηκα στα μάτια σου τα μαγεμένα, τα μαγεμένα
Κάποιο βράδυ μου ‘χες πει πως δε μπορείςνα ζήσεις μια στιγμή χωρίς εμένα
Και ‘γω δε μίλησα ξανά γιατί στα χέρια μου είχα εσένα μόνο εσένα
Έμεινα εδώ να μη σου λείψει τίποτα
Έμεινα εδώ να μη φοβηθείς
Να μη μείνεις μόνη σου και ‘γω στο τίποτα
Έμεινα εδώ να μη μαραθείς

ena tragoydi pou kata th gnwmh mou dinei thn apanthsh sto ti einai agaph...posoi kai posoi den epsaksan na dwsoun apanthsh se ayth th mikrh alla toso dyskolh erwthsoula...yparxoun anthrwpoi poy einai ikanoi na apanthsoun sto ti einai agaph isws giati thn eniwsan,toys ponese,toys ekane na pistepsoun vathia kai apolyta oti exoun vrei thn apolyth eytyxia..yparxoun omws kai alloi pou apla den mporesan kai oyte tha mporesoun na niwsoun pote agaph isws giati den afhnontai,isws giati den einai aksioi ayths...egw loipon nomizw pws agaph einai na mporeis na dineis kathe mera ena kommati toy eaytou sou ston anthrwpo sou..na mh les pleon diko mou alla diko mas...na noiazesai prwta na einai kala o antrhwpos soy kai meta esy..kai na mh se peirazei na thysiaseis kapoia apo tis filodoksies sou prokeimenou na mhn aggiksei kan o ponos kai h stenaxwria to allo sou miso...na mhn antexeis kan sthn skepsh pws mporei estw kai ligo na pikrathei h agaph sou...na ksypnas to prwi kai h prwth sou skepsh na einai an ekeinos einai kala..na laxtaras na akouseis th fwnh toy,na niwseis thn agkalia toy,to fili toy...agaph einai kathe fora poy xanesai sthn agkalia toy na niwtheis monadika,na niwtheis eylogia pou mporeis na koitazeis ta matia tou...kai na tremeis mh kapoia mera ekeinos ksafnika xathei apo th zwh sou...kai na apelpizesai kai mono sthn idea pws isws den ksanakouseis thn hxw ths fwnhs toy,pws isws den tha ton deis ksana...kai anarwtiesai an ton xasw,pws tha perna o xronos?pws tha pernane ta lepta afou h zwh mou tha nai adeia..afou to proswpo pou agapw apexei...kai na skeftesai pws an teleiwsoun ola tha eisai egklwvismenos,aneleytheros,pws tha anapneeis kai to oksygono pote pia den tha nai arketo....giati otan kaneis agapa pragmatika kai ksafnika ayto to oneiro dialythei to mono poy pia ton akolouthei einai ena synexomeno kompiasma sto sththos,ena sfiksimo sto sterno pou mono h paroysia ths agaphs toy mporei na to arei...ma etsi einai h agaph kai ayth einai h mageia poy monaxa ayth synodeyei...mageytikh kai synama epikindynh afoy mporei na apodeixthei katastrofikh...pws alliws afoy einai sth moira mas grammeno...pws alliws afoy agapoyntai oi anthrwpoi...

kourasthka na perimenw...

kourasthka na perimenw...den mporw allo...kathe anthrwpos exei ta oria tou,kapoies aorates grammes pou an tis paravei den exei dromo gyrismou kai egw exw perasei pro pollou ta dika mou....kai poly apla,ayto,to na prospathw na synexisw me eksantlei...me ponaei...kai ksereis kati??ftanei pia...oxi alla dakrya,oxi allos ponos...ftanei...me stoixeiwnei ayth h stenaxwria...erxetai ypoula me vhmata sigana,sxedon athoryva kai me kataklyzei...FYGE apo mesa mou makous???makouei kaneis??kaneis??tosa xronia psithyrizw,milaw,fwnazw,ourliazw,dakryzw kai den akougetai tipota...sa na diagrafontai aytomata oles oi proseyxes mou...san na mhn exoun paralhpth...thelw th zwh mou pisw makous????sterepsan ta dakrya,den mporw na fwnaksw allo...kai menei mono mia vouvh ikesia...ena parapono...kai ayto to giati pou me kanei na ypoferw toso...lene pws den yparxei moira mono lathos kai swstes epiloges...den einai etsi...egw prospathw na kanw tis swstes epiloges kai omws to apotelesma einai idio...monaksia...kismet pou den allazei...se akolouthei isws apo thn prwth mera ths zwhs sou...to mono pou zhtaw einai na fygei apo mesa mou ayto to marazi...ayto to parapono...kai epitelous na hremhsw...na erthei mia mera pou tha eimai pragmatika eytyxismenh..kai na kleisw ayto to kefalaio ths zwhs mou...na mpei fws..hremia...kai ayto tha ginei mono me dyo tropoys...h me to na vrw thn eytyxia kai na niwsw ligh tryferothta...h...den thelw kan na pw ton allo tropo giati fovamai oti kai na to proferw monaxa dromos gyrismou den tha yparxei...kamia fora kai mono sthn idea ayth tromazw kai skeftomai oti thelw na mai edw na dw ti tha ginei parakatw...kai alles stigmes sastizw kai aporw,me ton idio mou ton eayto pou deleazetai apo ayth th skepsh..apo to apolyto tipota apo to apolyto keno...